I've been moaning to anyone who'll listen because my wife and son are sick at the moment and I've had to take a week's leave to look after them.

Then I saw your post, and anything else just pales into insignificance to what's happened to your wife and son.

I can't imagine what you've been through - and are still going through.

All I can think of is yes, throw yourself into your hobby and try to fiind some escape.

If we can help with any airgun-related events etc, let us know.

Mike