C'mon now Sol, pull yerself together lad.
We've all been through this to some degree. Gimme, gimme, gimme.
Sort out what you what and what you need, there is a difference.
Stiff upper lip and all that.
If only I can find that Browning 800 Mag pistol in 22.
Remember we're here to help and support (read encourage) you.
Good luck, Phil