Hi Pagoda, yes they do take some getting used to, but strangely enough my HR81 Deluxe (walnut) in .22 has a very light trigger indeed which took me by surprise at first, as I kept finding that as I slid the safety off if I wasn't careful, I ended up firing the thing too . Got it sussed now though, as do it all as one fluid movement (flick the safety off with my index finger, then immediately squeeze the trigger with the same finger as it travels back). Also like you, I too experienced problems loading pellets at first, but quickly found that this was because I was using blue tin Ely Wasps (RIP ) which measure 5.6 in diameter. As soon as i switched to H&N Trophy's, loading became a doddle. I will agree that from a practical hands-on point of view there are many better rifles around, but when you buy a Sterling HR81 and/or HR83, you know you are buying a particularly well made and superbly finished rifle, which will put many to shame. And if yours is an original Dagenham made Sterling (as is mine ), the heritage your rifle has is second to none (eg: the Bren gun and Sterling machine gun of WWII fame ). Right then, I've waffled enough. Enjoy the Sterling HR series for what they are -- well engineered, well made and well finished bits of British air gunning history: Gareth W-B.