loading a new .22 hw45.

[where's it gone]

I'll take it that you bought it secondhand as if you were to buy new you'd would of tried it in shop ? It sounds like this pistol is not for you, not every pistol is, so sell it and look for another pistol. A co2 pistol could be what you might find ideal.

[p.j.]

Over the thigh for me, same as Tempest/Hurricane.

[laverdabru]

Over the thigh for me, same as Tempest/Hurricane.

^ This. Can be used either in sitting or standing positions. As I said above, adopted this for my spring pistols when I lost strength in my arms.

You will also find it becomes easier as the pistol eases with use - think of it as 'running in' as we used to do with cars.
I saw an earlier post from you saying you were mainly used to PCP's - springers are a different animal entirely. But worth the effort, & very rewarding when you get it right.

Bru